I started a diet about 8 weeks ago. Don't know how I am doing it but I am still on board. The first few weeks were hard. I felt like I was starving! But then it got easier...until this last week. This week has been murder. I don't really feel hungry but I have this incredible desire to gorge myself. I want to devour everything! I just need to feel the food on my lips, in my mouth and rolling over my tastes buds. Sometimes I put the food in my mouth and chew it just so I can quench some of the desire...but then I spit it out. My name is Becky and I am a foodoholic.
The bright side is I have lost 18 pounds so far. This week a didn't lose an ounce which is depressing. I don't really feel like I went overboard with my eating (unless you count all the food I chewed up and spit out)so not sure what is going on...guess i might have to start exercising too...yuk!
Just one time in my life I want to feel what it is like to be skinny. I want to fit into a normal size of clothing and hold my head up while eating an ice cream cone. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK!
2 comments:
Wow! 18 pounds that's so wonderful! Good for you! Keep it up! I have found bubble gum to be quite helpful with the need for chewing something...however, it doesn't work so well when you want something savory!
Stay strong!
And Keep Bloggin' you are great!!!!
I'll be checking in daily...have something waiting.
Like Alissa art. Cool.
Liked your music too.
Hey Becky (can't remember if you are "ie" or just "y"!),
Love your Blog & awesome weight loss! I think I gained the 18 you lost :P
Tess
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